I just spent the weekend with one of my best friends from Wichita. There are amazing women at school who love me. My children I adore. New friends have called me to share silly things. Yet, I am lonely. I wish I could say I was looking forward to my trip back home. But, I will admit I am afraid because going back home will remind me of what I don't have here. I just shared with my children today the importance of being content and resting where God has you. My heart was at a great resting point. Then the clock rolls by and even with all I am doing I still have the blues that I can not seem to shake. Thank you to all who love me both here in and in the sunflower state. Thank you for your patience as this sunflower belle struggles to find her place. People say it takes a year to get situated in a new place. I have 7 Months to go.
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