Today I hit "The Wall", I was getting so focused on trying to figure out what to do with History I wanted to throw the book out the window. But, then after some prayer and a call to my best friend in Kansas I found my error. The issue was not with the material but, with having faith in what God has called me to do. I am just like all the other men and women in the Bible. Name one and unless they were Jesus, they had their moments. The seed of my doubt I found was rooted in my tendency to compare myself to other teachers. "They do this so I should do that." The real kicker is when I say things like to myself like "I should be doing that or I am not doing enough." The truth is I am called to take each day one day at a time. Trusting that God will give me strength and courage to teach the Children as he as called me to and not being afraid of the perception of others. This lesson is going to take a lifetime. But, at for tonight one History book has been saved from going out the window.
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